Those thoughts I usually keep at the back of my mind are crawling forward, slowly taking over.
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You notice me and start walking over. As cliché as it sounds, my heart skips a beat. My lips curl into a smile and I lower my head. My cheeks flush ever so slightly. Dear, do you even notice what you are doing to me?
Trying to stay optimistic all the time is exhausting.
I just wish I had someone around, not as a friend, but as more. Just so I could sharing a bit of the burden so it’s all easier to deal with.
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Last week was a rough week for me, to say the least. I just felt as though it was all piling up on me, to the point where it was suffocating me. It was too much for me to deal with.
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Finally turning 18 tomorrow.
Seriously, the only three things I want are cake, food and a balloon. Mainly cake.
How many more fee status applications am I going to have to fill out?
My birthday’s next week.
Honestly, next time think before you act. Stop being such a fucking asshole.
Things to do today:
I don’t like to make direct eye contact with people because I know my eyes can be extremely expressive.
It’s just safer to make myself seem emotionally distant. This way you aren’t at the receiving end of all my conflicting emotions.